im human again

Sittin by the corner, thinkin of the life
I see the world ahead unsure of where it might take me...
The journey these two years has been extraordinary...
Absolutely unexpected things have happened...
The old ones are gone, new ones are in place...
The void remains but i dont know if anyone cares...
I never thought it wud end like this...
Never thought id just give in and it wudnt bother me much...
Never thought i cud be careless, never thought id be losin it...
But as i start to care less, i discover a new way of life...
Its scary cos im not in control nemore...
Just doing what feels right, even if its goin wrong at times...
At least it tells me who’s on and who’s not...
Who cares and who does not...
Cos i dont know where il take myself...
Feels good to let someone else do the thinking for a change...
My life’s not exactly mine at the moment...
But the stakes aren’t that high yet...
Amongst the changing world, I thought id be the constant...
Feels good to know that im still human...